Monday, October 24, 2011

I Dunno What To Say


I am also at a loss of words.

Which explains the lack of updates on my blog for the past few months.

I think it’s a reflection of my mental and emotional state – that a normally opinionated person brimming with crazy ideas has become so dull that nothing inspires her to do anything anymore.

Don’t wanna blog, not really gardening fanatically, can’t bear to invest anymore blood and sweat into production… I’m not even in the mood to quickly get my house ready for that long awaited (by everyone else) housewarming party!!!

I am just SO UN-inspired.

The recent trip to LA did nothing to get me out of this rut. If anything, it made me even more sure, that indeed I have hit a bottleneck, and can’t see a way out of this.

It’s a terrible realization.

I can’t live life if I don’t love it. And right now, I am just stuck in a rut, feeling totally uninspired.

And I don’t like this feeling. 

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

i totally know where you are coming from

Anonymous said...

Not a problem. It is a matter of time that you will snap out of it. Sometimes, subconsciouly we don't want to snap out and therefore feel trapped. Let me offer a motivating quote... what that doesn't kill us makes stronger! Anyway, it was great that you wrote about it. I think it helps. Cheers. /DS

Anonymous said...

Oops... typo error. I meant "what that doesn't kill us makes us stronger" :)